November 19, 2011

Room with a view..


I think I want to do an internship someday soon, or maybe a study abroad. That really appeals to me. I would love the opportunity to go out and travel but also gain an education. I love to learn. I really do.

I fall in love too fast. Far too fast. It starts as an interest and then explodes into full-blown obsessive infatuation.
The tendency to see the good in people is something I can boast of. I can definitely see people’s faults, just like any other human being, but I focus more on their good qualities. Generally speaking.

Here’s what I want my life to be like, from here on out: I want to continue dating but not get anywhere near marriage. I want to travel.  I want to graduate college with some ridiculously crazy, awesome degree. I want to save my money, buy a car, buy a house. Learn how to paint, how to dance, how to sing. I want to start from scratch; lose everything and start all over. I want to fall in love, harder than anything ever before. I want to feel it all. I want to breathe in the colors of the sky and the mountains and the trees that line the streets and the paints that decorate my heart. I want to do something wild. I want to discover something. I want to save someone’s life. I want to write a book, become an inspirational speaker, be famous.  I want to be beautiful and exude confidence, brilliance.

Life moves too rapidly to shine anything but as bright as can be.