I think I want to do an internship someday soon, or maybe a
study abroad. That really appeals to me. I would love the opportunity to go out
and travel but also gain an education. I love to learn. I really do.
I fall in love too fast. Far too fast. It starts as an
interest and then explodes into full-blown obsessive infatuation.
The tendency to see the good in people is something I can
boast of. I can definitely see people’s faults, just like any other human
being, but I focus more on their good qualities. Generally speaking.
Here’s what I want my life to be like, from here on out: I
want to continue dating but not get anywhere near marriage. I want to
travel. I want to graduate college with
some ridiculously crazy, awesome degree. I want to save my money, buy a car,
buy a house. Learn how to paint, how to dance, how to sing. I want to start
from scratch; lose everything and start all over. I want to fall in love,
harder than anything ever before. I want to feel it all. I want to breathe in
the colors of the sky and the mountains and the trees that line the streets and
the paints that decorate my heart. I want to do something wild. I want to
discover something. I want to save someone’s life. I want to write a book,
become an inspirational speaker, be famous. I want to be beautiful and exude confidence,
brilliance.
Life moves too rapidly to shine anything but as bright as
can be.