hyped up on life

Emotional day + no sleep +exercising the crap out of myself = I'm really hyper!!!!!
So I went to the gym with Julie after a surprisingly nice family home evening and she tried to kill me with tonight's workout. Dang. I discovered that I start my hysterical, crippling giggle when I can't push any farther. Sixty pounds seemed fine until I got on my third rep..then the giggles set in and I collapsed. Julie did her ashamed/embarrassed laugh and told me that not only was I a ridiculous pansy but I made the ugliest faces when I worked out. Thaaaanks Julie. ;) It was so fun though!!! I am so full of energy!!! I am so pms-y! hahhaa. Watch out world :) Mackenzie's hormones are on a rampage!! RAWRRRR.
Lookie lookie lookie. I like these. I shall tell you why.

This picture is actually Alex's desktop, haha. Cool little tidbit.
But it's the quote that I like.
I didn't really want to go to byu when the choice came.
But I followed the Lord because I knew he wanted me here and...
it's where I needed to be.

I love doing this.
This is totally me.
I'm a fruit, I know. A dramatic, poetic little thing.
But at least I'm {usually} happy!

Holy crap I needed to read this.
Perfect guys don't exist and I regret thinking I could mold one.
I'm going to be more easy-going on my boy. :)

EEEEEEEE!!!!!

I LOVE CHRISTMAS

I'm hyper and tired and emotional and motivated and depressed all at the same time! Whoa! That's what I get for not sleeping or shaving my legs. Wait. Shaving my legs has nothing to do with my happiness. It does make me feel pretty though! Although that's fairly irrational.. no one ever sees my legs.. why would that make me feel pretty..? Eh, it does. :) Oooh oooh oooh listen to this:

The sexiest curve on your body..

is your smile.

Yeah! Smiles! Woo! I like my smile. It cost like, a million dollars, so I feel obligated to use it often.. :) Actually, sometimes I smile so often that I feel like an idiot. Like people look at me and wonder if there's anything going on in my head or not because I smile all the time. Oh, and in pictures I can't not smile! I kinda sorta envy other people that make funny faces in pictures and still look good. I look dumb. Really dumb. It's rather unfortunate. They say "funny face picture" and everyone poses with strategically hilarious faces and I pause.. stare.. and then smile. How boring!!! Oh well. I gots me a good smile. :)

I'm going to read my book now.

Hahahaa, who are we kidding?! No I'm not. :) I'm gonna ramble some more!! Yay rambling!

Oh my gosh. 

Thank you Tim Tebow. You are amazing and suddenly twenty times more attractive to me. I can be a Broncos fan for you..

And with that.. I am collapsing in my nice comfy, seven feet off the ground bed.

Good night world.

Good night moon.

Good night spoon.

Good night mouse.

Good night house.

Remember to smile!