Jordan came back!!
Today I went to church, went to a RS prez meeting, napped, made cookies with Judd, and spent alllllll night with Jordan!
8 am class tomorrow? Eh I'll hang out with Jordan until midnight anyway.
My body will regret it but I don't. I needed to have a long talk with him about everything under the sun. It was nice. More than nice, it was wonderful. He's a sweetheart. Every single time I see him one on one he says something that leaves me feeling a little bad about myself, but it's really never intentional. He's blunt and I'm easily embarrassed.
It was just good to see the dear. I'd missed him a ton.
Something we talked about: finding the right partner for life is all about right person, right time, right circumstances. They all have to line up for it to work. Sometimes it feels like one piece is missing but could still work. But... Maybe it just isn't right at all.
Mind blown.
I'd spent all this time thinking Alex was the perfect guy with bad circumstances and timing for us. I'd thought maybe that could be overcome. But maybe... It just isn't right. Period.
Whoa.
So, yeah. Good night. Confusing, fun, entertaining and slightly emotional night, but good :)