I saw an old friend today.
I saw an old friend that is also an ex that ripped my heart violently out of my chest two weeks ago.

I'm at peace with where we are now.
It's difficult trying to align our past with our present. It was so real. I can be okay with being friends now. But remembering what it was is painful still.

I wonder how he sleeps at night. How do you break someone like that.. after leading them on so far..

I saw an old friend today.