"Hahaha, I love you too! Oh, I am definitely not positive. Haha. But, you know what? I'm trying. Trying so hard. I'm trying so hard to be happy and find beautiful things in the middle of this ugly mess. I don't want to be depressed just because I lost him; I want to be ecstatic that I get to see him again soon. With each tick of the second hand I get nowhere but closer to that moment! It's all uphill from here! At least, that's what I'm telling myself. Besides, this is a great opportunity for me to improve myself and explore life as an individual. He'll be back soon and in the meantime I'm going to thrive. I'm trying, and that's the most that can be asked of me now, right?"
April 6, 2012
optimism
"... and I just love you! You are so positive!"
"Hahaha, I love you too! Oh, I am definitely not positive. Haha. But, you know what? I'm trying. Trying so hard. I'm trying so hard to be happy and find beautiful things in the middle of this ugly mess. I don't want to be depressed just because I lost him; I want to be ecstatic that I get to see him again soon. With each tick of the second hand I get nowhere but closer to that moment! It's all uphill from here! At least, that's what I'm telling myself. Besides, this is a great opportunity for me to improve myself and explore life as an individual. He'll be back soon and in the meantime I'm going to thrive. I'm trying, and that's the most that can be asked of me now, right?"
A friend in the MTC ran into him and took a picture to send to his family. I ended up getting it too. Looks happy doesn't he? That makes two of us that are happy. :)
"Hahaha, I love you too! Oh, I am definitely not positive. Haha. But, you know what? I'm trying. Trying so hard. I'm trying so hard to be happy and find beautiful things in the middle of this ugly mess. I don't want to be depressed just because I lost him; I want to be ecstatic that I get to see him again soon. With each tick of the second hand I get nowhere but closer to that moment! It's all uphill from here! At least, that's what I'm telling myself. Besides, this is a great opportunity for me to improve myself and explore life as an individual. He'll be back soon and in the meantime I'm going to thrive. I'm trying, and that's the most that can be asked of me now, right?"
