January 5, 2012

LOVE MY LIFE

I walked out of the library today and as I opened the doors it hit me.
Really hard.

I'm in love with my life right now.
I am. So very very much.
I love my new housing. It's so wonderful for me. I was always so claustrophobic in Helaman. Wyview is so perfect in that it's bigger but also small and social but also quiet.
I love my new outlook, so to speak. It's not so much an outlook as just a new determination to just be happy and go on through life that way. Day two and I feel totally happy and at peace. Yes, I have moments everyday where I get angry or upset or whatever but for the most part all is well.
I love my "boyfriend". Eh, let's just call him that, why not? ;) Alex is so great. Being away from him is actually way better for our relationship {at least on my end, I don't know how he feels about it} than I had expected. I get super obsessive so it is super healthy and good-feeling for me to have to pull away and not be obsessive. Plus, it makes seeing him that much more exciting. :)
I love my new classes so far! They're going to be insanely challenging and potentially overwhelming but I'm stoked for it.