I have a tendency to shift between wanting to be completely, totally alone and being scared to death of solitude.
The past month or so I've been fine with both, not preferring either.
Today I'm alone and uncomfortable with it. The music is turned all the way up and the windows are open so that it feels like I'm not the only one in the apartment with nothing to do and no one to do it with.
I'm just lonely today.
It kind of sucks missing people and imagining they were with you. I've been darn good about it for a while but I fell off the wagon today.
Time to snap out of it!!!
