Unexpected consequence of the longest day of the semester thus far being over:

I'm thinking about Collin.
I'm exhausted and drained and happy and depressed.
How can you shatter a relationship as good as that without any remorse or pity? How am I expected to trust anyone, especially Jordan, after such a horrible experience? Although it is definitely past tense, I liked Collin so much. I thought the world of him. He made me feel so loved. And then he turned around, out of the blue, and knocked the wind out of me. Tell me how to have confidence after that. How am I supposed to believe people after that? It's expected that I just trust Jordan all the time like normal people in normal relationships but no one has told me HOW in the world I'm supposed to when I'm still reeling from the pain! Can someone please cut me some slack for being so sensitive still? Because, news flash, he may not have broken me, but he destroyed my confidence in relationships and love.

I haven't cried over him in well over a month.

Screw relationships.
Screw love.