Today was all at once good and bad and an extraordinary trial and blessing.
Here are the conclusions I've drawn:
Try your best and you'll be never be disappointed with yourself. Though the outcome may not be what you wanted, you tried your best.
True love is beautiful, sweet, and truly exists! It will overcome the odds, as watching my friend propose tonight proved.
Life gets really, really hard sometimes. It'll beat you down and narrow your view so you can only see right now. But there is more and the hard times don't last.
The Lord is so much more aware of us than we realize. I have never been so blessed as right now, my hardest times. The blessings are pouring in and I am so grateful.
I am dating a saint. I think Heavenly Father is tricking him into dating me because, haha, he'd never date me in this situation otherwise, and I need him a ton right now. He has been the biggest blessing. I canNOT believe how much he does for me. I'm getting all choked up again! I think the world of him and want to make him just as happy back. There is no way you could comprehend what he means to me or how good he is to me. I don't deserve it. He is a godsend in my tribulation and I will never be able to thank the Lord for sending him or Jordan for being there enough.
Life's going to get better. Maybe not right now. But it will eventually.
