February 8, 2012

I am strong





I promised myself I'd be strong this week. There was far too much to do to be anything but strong. So my head and I sat down and said, 
"this is what you've got to do. There is no giving up. There is no crying. There will be no breaks."


I did it.


There were so many times where I hurt so bad, was so tired, and too overwhelmed to keep going. I would stand at the precipice of breaking down and have to pick myself up. It was no time to give up or give in.


I stayed strong and made it through the worst of it. Tomorrow and Friday will be trials as well but nothing beats these past three days. I am so proud of myself. I am so amazed. I never realize how strong I am until I have to be strong and I realize what I can withstand and push through. I can do incredible things.