sacrifices

I had to lose so much to be where I am.
Dating Collin has caused the following to happen:

• Sam wanted to be friends, he repeatedly told me. Now he avoids me like the plague.
• Joe flat out said we can't be friends.
• Scott's super awkward around me now
• Chris hardly talks to me even when I try

Two of these guys were my really, really good friends. It's so disheartening. :(