Read back through all the December posts and gasp along with me at how things have changed. What a roller coaster. At least it was mostly happy. Bitter and painful for a while there at the end but beautiful and exciting for the first half or so. He made life so amazing when he was still being himself and not ruining my holiday break with his heartbreaking decision. He certainly dictated the sway of my December. He definitely changed everything.

2012 has been something else.