Today is the day. In just three short hours I will spend the last time with him for two years. Maybe forever. I'm really scared and really sad. Waiting for him isn't an option, though hoping and praying and crossing my fingers that we end up together is. I'll write him at first. Until I can make it without him. Who knows how long that will be.
For today, I'm going to enjoy it. We're going on a walk and having a picnic. We're going to laugh and we're going to smile and love the time we have together. And then.. the band-aid effect.. he'll be gone. But he's not yet and I'm going to enjoy this. One last time.