September 5, 2011

You show up out of the blue.

"Do you hate me?"

Do I hate you?
You lied to me. Repeatedly. And you used me. And you acted like I was a worthless piece of crap when I probably needed you most. I was your little "one night stand" and then you dropped me. We've hardly spoken for a week. You act like I'm non-existent. You manipulated me. You cheated me. You are a player and you played me. I trusted you and you shoved that back in my face.

Do I hate you?
No. I forgive you. But I will never again be fooled into believing you or trusting you. I'm worth more than that.

I want to hate you.