Welcome Paul.
Paul is a 23 year-old, English-accented, 6'6", returned missionary. I've been on two official dates with Paul but seen him far more than that. He's terribly handsome with the sweetest smile and most devilish eyes. He's an absolute blast to be around. He can appreciate the serious but loves to have fun and act like a kid. He's great to talk to and we have a lot in common. Despite the age difference getting along is so easy. He makes my knees weak and my blood pump. And he's a total toucher like me so we're always hugging or holding hands or touching in some way. I love it! The adrenaline rushes that boy gives me.. it's enough to drive me crazy. Sometimes it seems like he doesn't really hear me though. And there are times when I get so scared of him. He's so much older than me, probably looking for marriage, at the very least a relationship, neither of which I want for another couple of months or in the case of marriage, years! He likes me so much. Of course, I like him a lot too. A lot. Probably too much. It's definitely time to let go of him and find a new fling but I am so interested to see where this goes. He's so amazing.
Alex.
Oh, what do I say about Alex? :) He's my type. Almost completely. He's tall, 6', with something of a football player build. He's got a killer smile and the most addictive laugh I've ever heard. It's deep and genuine, super real. I smile just thinking about it! He's from Spanish Fork and he's a freshman as well. He's always cracking jokes, he's so witty. And such a sweetheart! One of those people that will listen to you complain about life for hours on end. He's caring and an absolute darling. He likes me a little too much as well, but I feel safer with him than Paul because he's leaving for a mission in February. I had a date with him last night and snuggled right up to him. I fit perfectly and it felt so nice! I adore this kid. I just want to spend hours in his company. I would be so happy being his friend but am way to attracted to him to be that alone. He's wonderful.
Tanner.
Tanner looks just like my Uncle Brian as a kid! It's so weird! But, dang, he's cute. Big green eyes with the cutest face. He's fairly tall, like 5'9" or 10", but kind of scrawny. Well, not scrawny, so much as thin. Good build though. He's handsome. Aside from the physical attraction I totally get him. We just get each other. He's so easy for me to talk to. So easy. And he gets my sense of humor! One of the few people that do! I love hanging out with him. We have physics together and I love sitting with him. Here's the catch. He has a girlfriend. They've been dating for almost a year, she gave him a promise ring, and is going to school in New Orleans. I will not be deterred though! I'm doing my best to convince him to break up with her, stealthily of course, super inconspicuous. Like "break up with your gf and have fun!", you know, that sort of stuff. I'm working on him. I wouldn't mind dating him.. I like him but not that much. He's got a lot of potential. I'll get him, eventually. ;)
I used to have four or five but the list is slowly dwindling. You know what that means!!! Time to flirt it up and meet more people. :) I can't get attached quite yet. Not quite yet.
Playin the field. Life is fun.
