I'm independent. I'm private. I'm strong-willed.
What I love most about having roommates is that I'm not alone, and yet I am.I would hate living completely alone because I'm so afraid of the dark and not being safe. I also love being around people {company of other bodies vs. socializing.. Huuuuge difference. As I've said before I do not really enjoy socializing that much. I just want someone near. Otherwise I get lonely.}... Or rather I crave being in the company of people.. It makes me feel a million times more comfortable just knowing someone else is there, in the same home. I'm not really alone, you know? But I still am because I have my freedom, my independence. My roommates don't question what I'm doing or how I'm living or what choices I make. I'm not obligated to tell anyone anything about my life. I have my privacy but still the safety in company that I desire.
Living with family you get the safety and company but also restrictions, invasion of privacy, and judgment.
Having a husband I fear it will be the same.
I just want to be alone without having to be lonely. I want perpetual roommates.
