May 10, 2013

Scawy

Every day with Chris is wonderful. Everything is natural and right and amazing.
But it's too good.
So good that its scaring me. People have started asking about a "future".
And it's come up in conversation between us as well.

I'm terrified.
Hoy goodness what if he is the one? What if this is it?
I just... We can't.. I'm so young... And it's so soon.. 
And I'm hyperventilating again.






I can't do this, guys. I'm panicking out of my mind.