Unconditional love.
Is hard to give sometimes.
But, even when we're stupid and make mistakes and are petty and ridiculous, the Lord loves us.
I don't understand how. And I really don't understand why. I mean, we're all so dumb! Why would he want to give us second chances?! Smite us!!!

I'm trying so hard though. To give unconditional love. Collin and I got in a fight today. Haha, our first real fight. We're a real couple now! ;) Hhaha.

He made a mistake. An avoidable mistake that made me very upset. I didn't talk to him for a few hours {he didn't say anything either}. I took my time and after a while I was ready to be happy with him again. And I was. I was fine. I had forgiven him. Truly. We talked though and... the poor sweetheart was so angry. Angry at himself is what I think I gathered. So irrationally angry. It was difficult not to scream "how dare you act like you have the right to be angry?? That's my right!! Look what you did to me!" but I didn't.
I tried so hard to love him unconditionally.
I'm so human still. Because it was harrrrd. He was just being so dumb and it was making me upset. But I really tried!
We parted ways angrier than we met. I'm going to give him time to cool off but I really wish I could tell him right now, right now, that I'm not mad at him. I'm not mad at him. How he handled the situation was definitely in need of improvement and the mistake in the first place was disappointing. But I'm still giving him as much love as I can.



Yeah. This was an absurdly vague and obnoxiously cheesy post but I really needed to say that. Even when people frustrate you, love 'em. That's the moral of the story. Keep the love going.